The Squishing of the Cottons - I'm all out of dope today, and since I've had like 3 days off in a row I have no money. So I had to resort to squishing cottons... Got me high for a little while at least.
For anyone who doesn't know about squishing cottons, it's sort of the meth shooter's equivalent of scraping resin out of a weed pipe and smoking it when you're out of bud. Whenever I set up a shot, I draw it up into the needle through a little piece of cotton. Then when the water evaporates the only thing left in the cotton is a little bit of meth residue. (Sometimes a lot if I'm careless or if I intentionally want to have a lot left over in the cotton.) I save all of my cottons and then when I'm out of dope and really want some, I put them all in a spoon, add a little water to them, and squish the crap out of them. Then as I'm squeezing the excess dope out of the cottons I'm simultaneously sucking up the mixture into a syringe that I then inject like normal. Sometimes - if I've saved up enough cottons - I get just as high from them as I would from doing an actual shot of dope.
(***NEXT DAY NOW***) OK - Well that was yesterday anyway. Today I'm still out of money and out of shit. Thank God I work tonight! I've had 4 days off in a row which is too many! Fortunately a friend of mine is going to do me a favor and loan me some shit.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Quick Pointless Blurb
Stupid addictions are time consuming!
It seems that I haven't posted in a while...I guess I've been busy gambling or trying to scrounge together money to gamble.
And somewhere in between I spend various amounts of time trying to find dope. That is a task which has actually proved super-annoying lately but only because I keep spending all my money gambling and don't save any cash to buy dope with. So then I have to try to get other people to get me high - which means I have to actually talk to people and hang out with them and stuff.... Geez.
Stupid addictions are time consuming (*sigh*) But on occasion they're fun too....
It seems that I haven't posted in a while...I guess I've been busy gambling or trying to scrounge together money to gamble.
And somewhere in between I spend various amounts of time trying to find dope. That is a task which has actually proved super-annoying lately but only because I keep spending all my money gambling and don't save any cash to buy dope with. So then I have to try to get other people to get me high - which means I have to actually talk to people and hang out with them and stuff.... Geez.
Stupid addictions are time consuming (*sigh*) But on occasion they're fun too....
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Easy Come Way Too Easy Go
Ok, so my financial freedom lasted me all of two days before I'd managed to spend the remaining $250 I had on gambling.... 'Wow,' (I said to myself) 'My gambling addiction is WAY more out of control than I even realized'. It turns out that I have an even worse problem with gambling than I do with meth.
Who knew?
Time For A Change? (For Real This Time?)
It appears that the time for action is (nearly) upon me... I'm going to have to man up, grow a backbone and start pretending like I have at least a little bit of willpower. I just CAN'T continue to live like this. And how am I going to be able to stand up to anyone or anything in my life if I can't start learning to stand up to myself?
Dammit it's time for a change.
Just not tonight....
Change Will Be Good....Sometime Later On...
I don't know.... I had the most rotten night at work tonight, (I actually cried like a little girl, and I haven't cried at work in YEARS!!) As lame as I know that is to use that as an excuse, I'm going to anyway. I've already spent the little bit of money that I actually made from tips tonight buying myself a little ten sack of speed. The rest of my money is most likely going to go into the slot machines at the bar down the street.
Ok, so my financial freedom lasted me all of two days before I'd managed to spend the remaining $250 I had on gambling.... 'Wow,' (I said to myself) 'My gambling addiction is WAY more out of control than I even realized'. It turns out that I have an even worse problem with gambling than I do with meth.
Time For A Change? (For Real This Time?)
It appears that the time for action is (nearly) upon me... I'm going to have to man up, grow a backbone and start pretending like I have at least a little bit of willpower. I just CAN'T continue to live like this. And how am I going to be able to stand up to anyone or anything in my life if I can't start learning to stand up to myself?
Dammit it's time for a change.
Just not tonight....
Change Will Be Good....Sometime Later On...
I don't know.... I had the most rotten night at work tonight, (I actually cried like a little girl, and I haven't cried at work in YEARS!!) As lame as I know that is to use that as an excuse, I'm going to anyway. I've already spent the little bit of money that I actually made from tips tonight buying myself a little ten sack of speed. The rest of my money is most likely going to go into the slot machines at the bar down the street.
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