Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Random Girl is Not Dead or in Jail

Wow, it's been a REALLY long time     since I've posted anything. A big part of the reason for that has been due to my lack of a decent internet connection. Another big part is because I never seem to be able to get away from Bobby long enough to get online. He is controlling and demanding of my attention and needy and I'm sick of him. But I've gotten myself into one hell of a mess by EVER hooking up with that man.... More on that later though.
   I definitely want to say thank you to all the awesome readers who've been emailing and commenting to ask if I'm ok and to give me feedback on this blog. How crazy that anyone but me actually reads this. But I'm glad. And to those of you who ask me a question via email and then don't hear back from me for a week - I'm SORRY! Eventually I'm going to start actively getting back online on a daily basis again but for now sometimes I go 3, 4, 5 days - sometimes a week or more even - before I bring my laptop somewhere that I'm able to mooch and internet connection.
For instance, right now I just finished closing up at the bar where I work, and I'm trying to hurry and just enter this blog real quick because I know that Bobby is already super-pissed at me for taking so damn long and he's already stopped by to see how much longer I'll be 3 times in the last couple of hours.

   Anyway, on that note I've really got to cut out because there's already going to be a fight when see him again and the later I am the worse it will probably be. For anyone who cares, I'll go into more detail about all that (as well as other stuff) hopefully within the next day or two here.

My Annoying New Habit
    Before I go I want to mention one last thing - mostly just because it's freaking annoying and it's bothering the crap out of me: Over the last week or so I've developed this really annoying habit of trying to get stuff out of my teeth that isn't even there. It always seems to feel as if I've just finished eating a bag of doritos or something and so I'm picking and sucking at my teeth with my tongue. (Mouth closed though at least)
I am doing this CONSTANTLY and doing it sometimes to the point where my tongue is sore at the end of the day. I try flossing a lot and brushing and those will help but only for a minute or two and then I find myself doing it again. It's REALLY stupid and tweakerish and I HATE doing it because I know if/when people see me doing that with my mouth all of the time that they're going to think (correctly) that I'm "one of those goddamn tweakers." I don't know exactly why I felt the need to write about it, but I'm TRYING to not do that and has anyone else experienced this or something similar? Ok. I'm out.