Thursday, January 26, 2012

Long Time No Blog

Been A While....
  Wow! It's been forever since I've blogged. I just moved into a new place a couple of weeks ago and don't have an internet connection yet (I've been going through internet withdrawals!) so I've had a lot to blog but no way to blog it. Right now I'm at a friend's house mooching her internet connection off of her so I've got to make this kind of quick. First of all, I've fucked up a couple of times since I've been here in Portland. Things didn't work out with Skyler and I... I won't go into all the probably boring details right now, but I had to get my own place.

Fucking Up Again In New Tweakerland

So the new place I moved into is in this old house in an area of Portland that all the natives lovingly refer to as "Felony Flats". My landlord is this old, usually drunk guy named Dave who smokes pot occasionally and apparently who lets every tweaker in the neighborhood live on his property. There are about 3 motor homes on the property, and as far as I've seen, every one of them has people living in it. There are always shady people running around the property with flashlights conducting what I guess they think are incognito drug deals and "fixing" shit at all hours of the night. (cars, bikes etc)

    So long story short, on my way to work one day I stopped this dude who I'd seen around the area a lot and asked him if he knew where to get anything... And it was that fucking easy. Stupid me. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing because I WAS doing so good. But... well here I am again. In fact I just got some tonight, but I can't tell anyone that I'm on it because I don't actually hang out with anyone else that does it. So here I am again.. lying and up to my old tricks.. ***SIGH*** Well, there's more to share, but I can't right now. I've got to leave my friend's house and go catch the train back home..... More later I guess

5 comments:

xo lilly (my life unspoken) said...

good to see your back my american twin..... similar story coming out of oz.... u get rid of 1 group of methheads and another group materialize out of no where!!! take care xo lilly

-PrincessAddiction1031 said...

Hey girl! IT's hard isn't it. I have been off meth for a few weeks, again. My man has a job now and we've moved away from where we were, just a county over. Anyways, I been stayin away from the needle prety good and I decided to go on an opiate escapade the other night, Still not my DOC. All I want is to stay sober and not have any cravings. My man is doing better then me, probably cuz of his job. But it's like, i don't know how to tell him how much i miss the old days so much. Anyways, much love! -PrincessAddiction1031

Michelle said...

I came across your webpage today when I googled "How to pass a meth drug test" because my friend and relapsed this weekend and she was called today by her Child Welfare Social worker to go in and take a random drug test. If she fails it she will lose her kids. So, feeling very guilty for being apart of her slipping I needed advise. I just wanted to let you know that I really enjoyed what I've read far. It's real shit and I can relate to everything you write about. Not only that but by the way you express yourself tell me I already like you.

Carrion Doll said...

reminds me of the place i used to live in when i was 18. two sets of duplex's. the people in the other set next time smoked crack. i would see them at night going around the outside of their house with flashlights conducting "checks". lol, they were always hearing/seeing someone/something sneaking around their yard at night.

Anonymous said...

So im sitting here on this toilet as i text, pissing out of my ass so i can pass another ua. My ph is all fucked up, all the chemicals are coming out of my body at the same time. Its making me dizzy. Here shortly im gonna go take this test. Hope i pass. I used to live in portland. Ive lived all over the country.they follow you wherever you go, once you start the cycle will never ever stop, untill you die.

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