tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3359583237283152337.post7654513093965849307..comments2023-05-25T03:43:35.468-07:00Comments on Meth and Me; Diary of a Tweaker: Stupid waiting games; screwing up again.Random Girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07445404731677902278noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3359583237283152337.post-76214129839623602012012-03-20T03:27:41.800-07:002012-03-20T03:27:41.800-07:00Hey there Michelle - I just saw this comment (as w...Hey there Michelle - I just saw this comment (as well as your other one)... I've been kind of slacking on the blog lately... on a lot of things actually. But I feel for you. I don't have kids (thankfully!) so I guess I kind of have it easy in the sense that the only thing I have to worry about taking care of is me. <br />But it does suck once you get stuck in that rut where you feel like you NEED shit in order to maintain. My rut is work. If I stay up most the night and only end up getting an hour or two of sleep then I'm going to be tired and miserable if I don't get a bag to wake me up before I go to work. ( Then I tend to get off work and start the process all over again (lather, rinse, repeat as needed)Random Girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07445404731677902278noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3359583237283152337.post-91674479551696710712012-02-27T20:30:50.545-08:002012-02-27T20:30:50.545-08:00I'm feeling the same way right now because I&#...I'm feeling the same way right now because I've been on one for 5 days now and really need to STOP for the fact that I'm down to the residue left in my sac. And also I really need to get some sleep! My mouth is so sore and my face is dry and hair is dried out, I have deep ass bags under my eyes and I cant stop being compulsive. Problem is I cant stop. I feel anxious, frustrated and annoyed. If I don't get another sac tonight then tomorrow it will be physically impossible to wake up and take care of my three year old. I NEED to wake up and take care of my son. That's my responsibility period. Regardless if I'm a dumb ass for relapsing, my son shouldn't pay for my sin and be neglected. So here I am stuck...not knowing what I am going to do.Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11059659410707240791noreply@blogger.com